ive been self harming since 2008.
diagnosed bulimic with restricting tendencies in 2008.
suicidal thoughts.
manic depression (bipolar)
and i can hide every single thing from people with just a smile.
funny that.
anyways, this is just so i can vent, write things that are on my mind/stupid crap.
but yeah, beth_dee@hotmail.co.uk if you want to talk more :)
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This crazy life: I SEE YOUR FAKE SMILE.Because believe me, darling I know that smile. I... →
I SEE YOUR FAKE SMILE.
Because believe me, darling I know that smile. I know what it feels like to reply, “I’m good”, not because you actually are good, but because you’re just so used to it that you don’t even think about it anymore. You don’t even realize the question is being asked. Your…
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me and food have such a strange relationship. no one understands why sometimes i refuse to drink even juice and sometimes i eat everything in site
Source: rockandroll-suicide
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Eating disorders rarely look like super models.
Eating disorders look like bald spots, bloodshot eyes, knuckle scars, bad skin, and vomit coming out your nose.
Source: paradoxexistence
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46732.) When I say that I’m fat and ugly, I’m not trying to be an attention whore. I’m not fishing for compliments. I just grew up believing that.
THIS!
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I amaze myself sometimes…
I am able to eat so much in such a short amount of time on an impulse, vomit, and barely remeber what the fuck I just did after…I have to look at the carnage of wrappers/boxes around me.
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